I haven't written a blog in three days when I said I was going to try to write every day. So sue me. But right now everything just seems so hard. I don't really want to post my pity party on the web; just let me say that I've been spending a lot of time sitting around staring at walls. Bored but nothing appeals to me. Ever felt that way?
But if I don't post a pity party, what do I post?? I just don't know. Sitting here trying to come up with some happy joy thoughts isn't working.
Bleah. This whole deal isn't working. Calgon take me away.
maybe I'll try again tomorrow.